That’s what courage has been wanting to make me say and act out but cowardice is just so dominating in me that it seems to be indomitable. Sooo maybe, I should let myself bask in this weakness. Not let me talk to you forever, I guess. So please talk to me before the day ends. Before I do something really crazy. Something that I will probably regret in the future. Something that might help me get over you. Something you hopefully regret… Something. Please stop me and talk to me in like NOW.